“Feminine Energy.”
It is not something that can be performed; it is not something that can be grasped or carried out from the surface level of the mind.
The mind can only reference what it knows, as displayed by the outside world. This is why people perform.
It requires a deeper level of understanding. An innerstanding. That you’re not going to get by referencing a broken world.
The performance doesn’t work. Anything created from a farce, from a place of insecurity, has to be upheld by the same delusional constructs that put it together. If you want something real…
If you want something sustainable. That produces magic, you are going to have to let that shit crumble. And that will not happen by absorbing noise from jaded masses.
This is the place where people want real things. Where unicorn experiences are real things. The average doesn’t find this relatable. And that should be considered a blessing.
And when people don’t find you relatable, they want to force you into their paradigm. To feel in control of their world. To avoid the shame of their choices, or why something “like that” doesn’t happen for them.
They violate your space, your values. Exploit your vulnerabilities. Use guilt trips and other forms of coercion, emotional blackmail, to keep you close to their world, so they don’t have to feel abandoned. Unpicked.
They attack your essence. Exploit your empathy. Attempt to control your aesthetic. Tell you how to Be. And a certain repulsion is built due to the violations.
The concept of “feminine energy” can sound repressive and violating, especially if you’ve been harmed by women.
And it’s that right there. Even when they couldn’t make you change, so they could avoid the insecurities that arise when they compare themselves to you. Even when they couldn’t shame you into insecurity. The way you learned to survive still had an impact on your freedom. Your ability to receive. Your ability to feel peace, even in your own home. But this doesn’t mean they won.
Because it’s still yours. Your essence. Your Spirit. Your Divine Rights.
And You don’t have to perform your way there.
You can cover your walls in sticky-note affirmations, but that alone won’t shatter paradigms of hardship, fear, and burnout.
Sometimes affirming and daydreaming are just avoidance. Like spraying Cartier on cow manure.
You deserve miracles and ease. A Life worth trusting in.
The establishment of Inner-Security is like the establishment of Consciousness; it is permanence. And from this place, emerges what is recognized as “feminine living.” Softness. Ease. Receptivity. This is what we will build from.
Address the Causes of Feminine Repulsion
Your non-performative feminine attributes that trigger posers
The signs someone is attempting to masculinize you.
How your masculine energy is exploited.
Understand the Feminine and Masculine Paradigms You currently exist in, and how to change them.
We break down the science of “Faith”
Why “just trust” isn't right advice
Discuss Emotional Regulation and holds you back from Emotional Evolving
How our standards protect our ability to trust
Spiritual Pick-meism
How To: The Establishment of the Self (Standards)
How To: Catch an Emotion
The Audio sessions include energy work through-out the program, 15+ Audio Lessons & How-to guides, and Somatic practice to support emotional regulation.
Feminine energy was never something I had to “learn.” It’s always been a natural part of my being — my connection to Spirit, to life itself. My wide-hearted openness.
Ironically, the very people who violated and exploited that essence were the ones who demanded I perform it. And when my presence alone triggered them — me simply being in my own essence, my own lane, my own world — they condemned me.
The truth is, this is the person who magnetizes. She’s not “doing” feminine. She is simply being. Herself.
Somewhere along the way, I lost touch with that Self. I couldn’t see my vulnerabilities — though I had many. Those same people who dictated the “correct” way to be feminine (in ways that only served them) also decided I was too soft. Too laid back. Too divergent.
So I learned to perform toughness, too.
Losing the only parent who truly wanted me meant I never had a safe masculine container in which to flourish. Instead, I was exploited, scapegoated, devalued, and taught to make myself available to those who felt entitled to my energy — while giving nothing in return.
As my essence was siphoned, so was my trust.
So when I began hearing endless conversations about “feminine energy,” repulsion rose in me. And I realized — it wasn’t me who had the problem. It was the wounded performers twisting the feminine into performance, control, and manipulation.
My masculine energy wasn’t rejecting my femininity — it was reacting to the violations I’d endured, especially in those conversations. But the truth is, feminine energy is my nature. And my ability to connect with healthy masculine energy has always been my nature, too.
The loudest voices teaching “feminine energy” are often the most wounded. And that’s why they have to try so hard.
I never needed to learn feminine energy.
I needed to tune out the noise, build strong boundaries, and protect my feminine essence — so I can show up however the fuck I desire.
That is Unconditional Love. And that is what you Deserve to connect to.
When you exist in a collective where fairy tales are only for Disney – and they won’t even let you have that anymore – where people insist, “If something’s too good to be true, it probably is,” trust starts to sound like wishful thinking. Or like a setup.
But here’s what they leave out: they weren’t discerning. They got duped, out of desperation. They ignored the masculine components that actually protect and nurture the thriving feminine.
The truth is, they couldn’t trust themselves.
So the question is – are you ready to rebuild faith in yourself and the Divine?
Audio Sessions are immersive audio lessons infused with energy work, offering intimate discussions and personal anecdotes that explore the "oddly specific" experiences no one talks about. They provide a more accessible way to experience coaching programs, The Floater Frameworks, and somatic practices designed to support your Paradigm Transformation.
Desiree Robyn Delilah, founder of The Floater’s School, a space for survivors with relational trauma who want to learn about Consciousness and Co-Creation in a way that addresses their experiences. She is also the author of Killing the Echo and the owner of Float & Pen, the literary heart of The Floater’s School. With a gift for naming the unseen, she helps Echoists break free from inherited paradigms of guilt, self-abandonment, and survival-driven identities. She created The Floater’s School for leaders, visionaries, and survivors who value freedom over cycles of settling, exploit and the limiting narratives of a wounded collective. For those ready to defy gravity and create lives divinely tailored to them — remembering their truth as extensions of Consciousness, holding the same creative force to shape their earthly experience into one of harmony, freedom, and satisfaction. As a Somatic Practitioner, her work centers nervous system safety, energy mastery, and the radical act of receiving without shame.Desiree’s teachings integrate trauma-informed, intergenerational systems frameworks to support emotional sovereignty. Her work is inspired by her Spiritual Lineage and Vedic Principles of Consciousness. She doesn’t teach people to cope and adapt, but guides them to build lives that reflect their true frequency, values, and worth. Through her writing, healing frameworks, and curated experiences, Desiree reminds her audience of one core truth: You don’t have to fight for your freedom. You only need to Transcend. Welcome to the Freedom Portal.